Sticky Fingers

 Gorgeous Girl for Today: Natalia Vodianova

Food: bad. I mean, i prolly had about 1500 cals but the sad thing is that 500 of those cals were normal foods and the rest was a shitload of cookies at my grandma's house.

I'm done with putting weight loss off for a day--this starts now. I stopped binging and have had no urges to binge, but my average eating days are just too picky-picky and cal laden to help me lose weight--and sometimes maintain a normal weight.

Tomorrow, I am going on my new food plan--1200 cals max and some form of good, sweat-inducing exercise each day. I've been good with my jogging and I haven't skipped a day, but I need to start working on my abs and my arms AND my thighs.

I looked in the mirror this morning and literally turned away in disgust because I could not believe what I was seeing and how fat I have gotten. 130 lbs if you all don't know. I am at  my high weight!!!!!!! I am still okay for my weight loss plan, only if I lose 2 or more lbs this week. Hopefully I will, because I am going to work my fat ass off.

You lovely people are all inspirations and thinspirations alike. I am so glad that I had the chance to come into contact with you, and I will remember this point in my life with all the support that I got from the wonderful people on here. I know that with your kindness and my MANLY WILLPOWER I will meet my goals.

PS you guys will too. 

Thanks for being here.